.im the supergirl.

Wednesday, 27 June 2007

bothered no more, just a lil hurt..

hmm i dont think im bothered anymore cos that friend that i really valued alot, replied with an answer that somehow hurt me kinda bad. the one single reason is that, i value friendship.

he said that hes forsaking this friendship cos he only wants to talk to his gf and not any other girls. and he chose to delete me out of so many other female friends that he has had contact with. this hurt somehow, to know that a friendship i valued, is to be so easily destroyed; on another thought, probably our friendship was never existant to him.

we used to enjoy talks through the night and i recall once, i changed my handphone number and i didnt tell many people abt it. he was worried, and he called me at home, of which i did not even give him the number. he'd used to comfort me when i was down and low, and he cheered me up in an instant. jokes were like a normal dialogue to him, and he really made me laugh. and a couple of weeks ago, he was still telling me about his gf being angry when he had a female friend call, and that he really wanted to make that relationship work. i appreciate that he was serious about her.

and now, a couple of weeks later, he cuts off all connections with me, without even leaving a reason for me to ponder over. i asked, and thankfully he replied. i acquired the answer which explains all, although it does leave me pondering over not what i have done wrong. But instead, whether the reason he gave me was the truth and whole truth.

im sure he is contented with what he has now, although hes made someone in his life disappear so ever easily as if that person was never intended to stay. it is clearly or probably not entirely his fault, moreover, hes said 'sorry'. anyone will know that 'sorry' isnt gonna mean anything. but we all know without it, it just makes things even more incomplete.

and probably, that one meaningless 'sorry' symbolises the fullstop to this once beautiful and endearing friendship.
period.

i thank you for being truthful.
i thank you for following your heart.
i thank you for valuing your love.
i thank you for everything we've had.
i thank you.

:: 'sorry' is a word too often used, that we never know the true meaning of saying it anymore. ::

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your supergirl.
-12:30:00 am-

Sunday, 24 June 2007

bothered..

im rather bothered by some issues lately. its regarding friendship. would anyone forsake friendship for the sake of a girlfriend? its just impossible, i thought. i chose to believe that the friendship will prevail, however, as situations may allow, it seems like its almost impossible. maybe, just maybe, true love will truimph over friendship. we'll never know.

on another happier note, the new cat downstairs has just gotten accustomed to my voice! haha ok i think i may sound like a stupid freak..haha

erm then again, i haven done any hw, so im like practically dead. sigh~

:: meow ::

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your supergirl.
-10:39:00 pm-

Saturday, 23 June 2007

new blog..

welcome to my new blog. haha the reason for setting up one new blog is simply because i cannot stand the one in friendster. haha its convenient i know, somehow, its just weird. haha! so well, some of you might be aware that i had a blog previously on blogspot, on which i posted lots of my hideous pictures. haha so i think erm..its time to let go of that scary past and create a new blog! =D i couldnt find a suitable blogskin so im using this 1st..haha eh..if anyone has a nice n cool blogskin, please tag! haha..or i'll just stay with this..

so well, hope to update more..haha ciaos

:: love is universal ::

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your supergirl.
-4:39:00 pm-