.im the supergirl.

Wednesday, 22 August 2007

prevent aids, use a condom

hmm just a thought. how many actually use condoms when they engage in sexual intercourse? hmm..

oh ya, help me out here, when i say a dick or a penis, what kinda objects/stuffs do you think represent them? here's two examples: a banana and a sausage.

nope, not doing anything suggestive OR kinky.

just gimme couple more examples yeah.. =) that will be great help.

anyway, this next part's gonna be rather boring.. its about my life, what do you think?

so..
to update about what we've been up to these few days, its just brainstorming for ideas for scripts, to film for fyp. been feeling a lil messed up these couple of days, dont know why but well, i guess im always in for some emo shit. haha. been doing lotsa thinking too. about relationships, family, friends and school. and why im feeling so screwed up. generally, i dont think i am, just that occassionally, everyone tends to feel fucked up once in a while, without any valid reasons whatsoever. =) just like now.

probably its due to the fact that my life is getting a lil too comfy right now, that i dont feel the need to go work for anything. yet, i somehow feel that theres something deep down inside of me, which i really need yet, i havent realised what it really is. in the form of what im not sure, maybe a solid item (a kitten to accompany me), or maybe a simple kiss (from who i really have no idea), or just one look at this particular person that i may really miss (now im confused!).. hmm in any case, im a rather-jumbled-up kid right now. haha!

i hope fyp starts soon and we have a really solid script to work on..ive been hoping for this, yet i cant write scripts of my own.. hmm..hahaha nevermind that.. we've got great scriptwriters in the group! =D its gonna be fun i reckon. well well.. thats all for school's update.

moving on to my somehow-subconsciously-i-know-its-incomplete life..

haha relationship wise, ive been reminiscing about my past relationships. ive had quite a number (no worries, i havent lost count yet), i dont think relationships work for me anymore, to a certain extent. haha not that ive lost hope, its just that singlehood seems much more appealing to me. dont misunderstand me, i dont hate men.. i love hanging out with men.. yet its just that men seem to become more of buddies and chilling or drinking kakis. once things get very lovey dovey AND mushy, its just harder to switch suddenly to become an important "other half".

id love to bear a child for a man i love, yet its hard to find a guy id love to spend the rest of my probably-50 years with (lets just say i live up to the ripe old age of 70yo yeah..).

the mindset and some little things do matter.

i send my heartfelt congratulations to those who are able to find their soulmates in the midst of this vast ocean, yet im not sure if im able to settle down with just any man i meet or happen to have a liking for. well well, so complicated, yet just so ever simple..haha guess most of you do get the gist of what im saying, just that its kinda hard to put it to words. thats all for now, on my horrible and weirdly formed viewpoint on relationships.. so yeah, kinda too much of a load to register i must say.

family and friends wise, im contented that i have a complete family. though things may not seem too jovial or zestful at times, i must say that as long as my dad loves my mum, and my mum loves my dad too, thats all that matters really.. =) and im proud to say that they do, very much indeed!

i have really great friends, from all walks, painting beautiful memories with me, along this path called life.. although we may all get pissed off at one another at some point in time, its all good when we work it out. more of compromising though, which is definitely good of course.

and so i just realised that ive been typing the longest entry ive ever typed in this blog.. at the same time, i further confirmed the fact that i really am sick. it reads freaking 5:06am on the bottom right of my screen! and im still here, typing away happily, the longest entry ever, which took mi almost 50mins!!-_- one can tell me im really in need of some serious sorting.

so erm, good night and yeah, i can hear my dearest pillows calling out to me..

p/s: do ponder and tag on the penis thingy yeah.. =D

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