Saturday, 15 September 2007
hmm
now im telling..
the reason im not attached and is unwilling to get attached, is not because i still wanna look out for mr right. it simply just is due to the fact that im absolutely unwilling to devote almost all of my time to worry for this other person, right now in my life. dont you agree, that once theres commitment, there will be a natural sense to worry for someone, thinking whether hes safe, whether hes fine, whether anything happened to him whatsoever.
for example, i had this biker ex bf.. he used to go riding in the middle of the night. as a normal person, youd definitely worry for him yeah? like whether hes got killed, or skid or injured. and with him, it happened once.. he ran into a car and flew out of his bike.. and you should have seen his face in the hospital.. thank god for him its now good as new. i watched him for about 3-4 days and it was pure torture. this is what i dont want to experience again.
lets talk about another.. once there was this guy who was in a gang. he was almost always in danger. haha.. well well, that calls for the undue worries that were to be experienced. its so tiring.
and right now, the priority is just to get my studies done, work, earn money to feed my parents in the future.. and finally when im settled with my life, its the time to get worried about another thing. and also, i wanna get a cat.. and thats another form of worry.. its just like having a kid to take care of.. hahaha!
well well, for all those who are attached, best of luck for you future endeavours~
and for those who are not, and maybe just blessedly not.. hahaha, lets enjoy this singlehood for now yeah! =D
oh yeah, someone finally decided to reply me.. im ecstatic, but still, its hilarious.. heh
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