Wednesday, 28 November 2007
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looking back, i see how much everyone has grown. how much things have changed.
deepest condolences to families of our dragonboaters.
be it family, love, friendship, etc, cherish.
family. we've had our fair share of quarrels, and unpleasant moments. but as i grew older, ive learnt to give and take. to give more, and take less. things have become better, much much better. my parents have been more patient and they seem to actually trust me more as i grew older. freedom comes in this package too. come to think of it, when i was younger, i used to think that i wasnt given enough freedom, as most teens would think. but now, it seems to me that its just time. time would free us of many things.
love. not all relationships were smooth sailing. though ive never quarrelled with any of my exs before, but they werent exactly the happiest ones either. i must say, ive never really loved any one of them before. haha probably just liked them very much, but not to the extent of wanting to really spend the rest of my life with them. Things never worked out, even after breakups. but i have to say, im rather happy now. probably the happiest relationship ive ever had. i dont know how to say it, but yeah, im super comfortable. might or might not last, but still, hes someone unique.
friends. i definitely love my friends. i used to be a very talkative person, very chatty and kinda loud. i think sometimes, i scare people. haha right now, i think ive become less scary. its hard to explain, but people who have known me for 5 years or more will understand. thank you, friends who have stood by me, through ups and downs, thank you. but to those whom ive treated nicely, and you havent been treating me the way i deserve, shame on you. haha.
etc. hmm, i dont know what falls into this category but yeah, hope everything else goes fine. my life now, i think its kinda fine.. except for internship.. bleah.. hahaha 9/10 more weeks! ugh.. haha then work outside for abit, AND HONGKONG! or erm bangkok la..haha.. i wish baby can come too, but he might have exercise.. so.... dunno yet.. please please please dont let him tio exercise! haha!
love my life. maybe there will be obstacles which may obstruct me from moving on each day, but im sure, with a deep breath and a wide smile, things will become better. =)
but i actually think, his smile is what keeps me going everyday. haha.
be happy! =)
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your supergirl.
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