Friday, 9 November 2007
times
sometimes, i kinda feel like im a rather eccentric person.. haha i may actually be very nice and all, but yet deep down inside me, i feel im actually evil and seriously dangerous.. which is well, not very good. haha.. usually, i appear to look kinda sweet and accomodating, but somehow, at night when i lay in bed and think about my actions, i'll find myself thinking in another way.. like if i were to actually do it in another way, the not-so-nice way, would things go horribly wrong? haha and will i end up killing someone, or hurting someone.. haha its kinda sick but i just cant help myself.
im someone who likes to be alone too.. like most of the time.. haha its like im really antisocial. but im not, really. its just i love to have my own time, and take things very calmly, at my own pace. most of the time, if circumstances may allow, i dont like to follow others' schedules and timings. even shopping and meals, i like to do them alone. haha cos when there are too many people shopping at one go, time is always never enough.. and when youre eating, sometimes, its just kinda distracting to have them with other people. serenity is what i can never get enough of..
haha i dont mean i dont love my friends or their company, but time alone is for us to appreciate ourselves and to slow things down to enjoy the many things which we might not be able to notice when we're indulging in company. like watching a movie.. i love to catch movies alone, haha cos i can notice tiny details when im concentrating.. but movies with friends are fun too when it comes to comedies.. =) oh well, even he says im weird.. all my friends say im weird.. even my own sister thinks im weird.. haha
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your supergirl.
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your supergirl.
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