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Sunday, 23 December 2007

uncertainty

ok, i was so bored at work on friday cos i was alone, that i kept taking pictures of myself..
haha heres one.. it so doesnt look like me..

oh well, friday was pretty much a horrid day.. sigh the earlier part was ok, it was till around 11ish 12mn, that my mum started being crazy.. she scolded my sister and when she doesnt respond, she turned to verbally insult me.. blah.. whats new.. and so i cried..

after while, i was kinda feeling better already cos i was watching Heroes S1 to kinda make myself not think so much... BUT, some fucking asshole shithead just had to call me at that moment. and it was friggin 215am! whats he thinking! in case you were wondering, hes one of my ex bfs. he called to propose, to beg me to take him back, to apologise, to say how much he regretted whichever things he did

.. wtf..

after talking to him for like an hour, repeating the same sentences over and over again, telling him straight that i dont love him anymore, reminding him that we were already over 3 years ago, stressing to him that i love my current bf veryvery much and we've been really happy.. he still doesnt get it.. i was so pissed i started tearing again.. utterly traumatised.

and i think i freaked baby when i replied his sms and said i was crying.. silly boy said he wanted to come find me cos i was sad, but he fell asleep.. hahaha! funny guy la.. =) oh well, horrid day has passed. and i havent cried for so long, it feels weird to be able to cry again (with exception of the gay issue previously).. sigh!

oh well, baby woke up at 6ish to sms me to ask if im ok.. and then again at 7ish, i think while breakfast.. haha so sorry for making you worry if you were. and then at ard 330pm i went over to his place.. was soo happy to see him! love his smiles so much. haha.. and met leo for movie after, talked loads and loads.. and now im home, i feel so sleepy..

thank you jean anne for giving me hugs! hugs you back too my dear, cheer up okie! =)

oh something else happened today, and im worried. its eating me alive.... but its something i cant tell anyone about. tough.

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your supergirl.
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